Fall Has Fell

The days are getting shorter. Halloween will be here soon. Then Thanksgiving. Then Christmas. Then we do it all over again. I used to love the holidays. I used to look forward to them as early as August. But I don’t any more. I wait for Billy to be upset and ruin the holidays for us because of that abusive witch he’s in a relationship with. Or was. I can’t say that I miss her.

I’ve been doing a lot of writing these days. Writing is my escape. And I escape many times during the day.

Updates on Life

I have been eating a lot of junk food lately. I’m sure that when I step on the scales next month that will be reflected in the numbers on the dial. But weight is such a silly thing to fret about. Your size doesn’t matter; if you’re a good person, you’re a good person. You can be skinny as a rail and be an asshole. Oh well. I’ve had fun on my junk food journey.

I’m making some DVDs for my dad. He discovered the joys of movies on DVD so I made him some. Mostly they’re from the 1950s and early 1960s. Good stuff, really. When you sit down and watch these movies, they’re really awesome.

I bought an iPad on the 8th. It’s really cool to have a tablet computer that’s not a Kindle. Kindle Fire HD is nice for reading books and playing solitaire, but I wanted something I could browse the internet with from the other side of the house, and something that I could use. I’m so used to the iPhone that using an iPad was so simple for me. I really recommend that everyone go out and get one. It’s just that awesome. I can’t say enough good stuff about it. The only downside seems stupid: You have to charge it. I know, I know, batteries need charging, but that’s really a drag for me. Why can’t this wonderful technology be solar powered??

I updated my treatment and illness blog. You have to register to read it. There are some changes coming online for me. I am going to merge a lot of my sites and let them expire. I have so many projects going that I don’t know what to do with myself. Projects online that I can’t tend to, so they’re half done and people are annoyed with me. Not that it’s any of their business, but it’s all the same. I’d like to finish what I’ve started, for myself if for no one else. I can’t even get a layout done in time for fall. I’m still tweaking it here and there, and it’s just not coming along at all.

I noticed Creeper Cop™ following me around much more these days. Probably because I’ve been buying more doughnuts. Ha ha. Seriously, I don’t know what his problem is. Either arrest me or leave me alone. I guess he’s still sore that I got him fired from the force. Well, it was his own ignorance and threats to an innocent party that caused that. I can’t help him there. I mean, being nice to people has its benefits. The first is that it rarely, if ever, gets you fired. If he had just answered that he wasn’t going to help me, be honest I love that, then I could have forgiven him for what happened to me next. But he was a shit head, so I had to report, report, report. In the end we got another shit head on the force to take his place, only that shit head hasn’t crossed the line, yet.

So I close with have a wonderful night. It’s beautiful out, so go look at the stars and moon while you still can! You will never regret spending that extra minute to appreciate all that is around you and enjoy life a little more.

Bearing False Witness

I hope you know that by lying to the police, by swearing out a statement that I have done something when we all know it either never happened or you did it to yourself, that you will be prosecuted, right? Charges brought on you, and one can bring more charges on you for filing a false police report in their name. You’re not too bright. I’m sure that if you had any evidence of this so-called threat, you’d be posting it all over the internet.

I hope that some day, some body does to you what you have done to me, only ten fold.

Back To Work

Another weekend has come to a close. I really am enjoying my time off, but tomorrow it’s back to the salt mine to dig salt. Actually, I’m looking forward to going back to work. I was not made to sit around the house and do nothing. I’m sure that my web projects and my mothering skills have improved greatly over the past few weeks, but now it’s time to get back to work and do what I do best. Or second best.

I made a few changes around the house, and I bought some things that I usually don’t buy. The main being whipped cream. When do I ever buy whipped cream?! I never do! But I bought two cans of it Friday, for reasons that are not being disclosed (they’re not sexual, trust me). It wasn’t for a recipe, either. So what am I going to do with it? In due time I will tell, in due time.

Chloe and the boys go back to school tomorrow. She’s upset about it, and trying to make herself sick so she doesn’t have to go. She told me that if she went to school, there would be “serious consequences”. That probably translates to she’ll skip dinner for thirty minutes, and then cave in at the last minute. Do I know my baby girl or what?

Zinnia is walking now. She gets away from me on a daily basis. Or hourly basis, depending on whether or not I’m busy making dinner, updating one of my pages, or just randomly in a fog.

Speaking of in a fog, I’ve been given a higher dose of morphine. The highest dose possible in a pill form, and I take it twice a day. I’m usually sitting around with a smile on my face, and scribbles in my diary. That’s the way it will be until I can get things under control better. I never really gave it much thought, but I guess that I am just stuck with morphine instead of fentanyl for a couple of days. I really like fentanyl better. It doesn’t put me in a fog as bad as morphine does. My next upgrade in the morphine category will be to have an IV inserted and the morphine delivered that way. I really don’t want to progress that much, but I can’t really decide what is best for me. Only my doctor can do that.

So it’s bed-y bye time. The house is quiet. Even the dog is asleep. I have my backpack packed for tomorrow. I have my meds taken. I have my phone on the charger. Let’s see. There’s nothing else I can think of that needs to be done. I can fill my water bottle in the morning, and I can address the whole medication issue tomorrow afternoon. That’s all there is to it.

Have a good night, a pleasant tomorrow, and don’t forget to smile! It’s a beautiful life, and I insist that you smile! You’ll feel better if you just smile!

Long Time

Long time no see, huh?

Life has been incredibly busy. Killing time, working, parenting, the works. Actually, life has been incredibly boring as well. But you have to go through hell before you get to heaven, right?

I’m running some experiments these days, and I really want to get the results. There are so many things that I want to do, but I really don’t have the time to do them. Or rather, I don’t have the resources and the time to do them. Curses working for a living! I wish my stalker’s words that I lived off the government were true so I could sit at home all the time and work on my web pages, my hosting company and shopping for MAC cosmetics, playing video games, and mothering.

Let’s see if that first experiment has worked, shall we?

Trial and Error

I fixed 90% of my pages. My host said it was a simple plugin error. I guess it was because I replaced my old plugins with new, freshly downloaded plugins, and the 500 Internal Server Error seems to be a thing of the past! I love my host like that. Although the error was my own fault, I really wish that I could have done better with my choice of hosts. I really love my host, but sometimes they are not thorough enough. They tell me solutions that I already know and have tried. But I guess that’s why it’s all just trial and error.

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